Emptiness is heavy–
Resting everywhere, but such selfishness
Brings feelings of disgust.
Today is your day to do with what you will
And here comes my foot to
Wedge between your feelings and your wants.
I’m still growing,
Slowly asking for time to spare me the pain of making a larger scene.
Silence is the only method I have to stop my alienation from
I try, for you,
To be what you deserve.